You’re in the belly of the Underworld

As I write this post, Frank Ocean’s Godspeed is playing in the background.

God or the Universe has been dragging you further into the underworld of your own desires, which is the Shadow Self.

You say you want what you want, but what are you will to look at in order to be what you want. What is the mirror of your Soul trying to tell you?

For me, it has been a journey of Past Self, Parallel Self, Past Self, Parallel Self. A liminal space of acknowledging my old patterns and temptations as they appear right before my eyes and then choosing to move in a different direction instead of walking towards them, for the 100th time. It is an out-of-body experience of witnessing all the things I don’t to be.

October has been a slow burn into the arms of the Underworld. It sounds frightening but it exists to support the bright lights of desire.

Persephone, Goddess of the Underworld and Hecate, Goddess of Witchcraft and Magic are guiding the way forward for you through burning up your limiting beliefs and subconscious mind. They are inspiring magic, death and rebirth energy, synchronicities, realizations of “I can’t live like this anymore”. This is a powerhouse of creative energy.

October is showing you more of who you want to be, as uncomfortable as it can be. And sometimes, we find out more of who we want to be by living in the energies and outbursts of who we never wanted to end up as. You know?! The more you know what you don’t want, the more you know what you do want.

Not to mention, we are under an intense Retrograde Season with 5 planets calling each of us to stop, pause, look back to realign.

So be easy on yourself.

It feels like God or the Universe has never felt THIS loud in your life before. That is magical. That is inspiring. That is truth. 12:34 on the clock as I write this.

Let the energies of October open the door for a co-creation with your Parallel Self. Why not?! Your subconscious is burning away in the Underworld anyway, might as well use the force of fiery power to create the path of least resistance.

Let it burn. The phoenix rose from the ashes.

See you on the other side, my friend.

xx

tabula